irrevocable

the absolute realm.

the constant flow.

the stagnant correlation of air and sound.

these are but the only things going on in my mind. such intellectual force, driving me to the depths of stability and assurance.

i thought it was peace. i thought it was calmness. i was wrong.

i was only empty. devoid of all qualms, but absent of all empathy.

it was the past i keep on thinking.

i shouldn’t have done that.

the miscalculation of the variable of continuity.

the logic for the irrational.

i continually regret it up to this moment.

i was weak.

absurd is the word for the being’s description. the manipulated matter had no rights over itself. a being of no entity. a flaw of thought. a ridge of improbability.

strings pulled equals the stillness of such action. a body of a queer lifeless object.

i continue to deplore my days of depression.

i am convoluted to agony and hate.

diminished thoughts wrap my soul. the forgery of human emotion dissolve my realm of certainty. the vast explosion of the abstinent evolution of walls stained with the viscous smell of stringent black.

…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

i cannot redeem myself.

i am bond to this place.

i can free thyself, yes.

i will not do that.

i will be here forever.

i will.

for the sake of preserving the past.

for the hope of salvation.

for the essence of living.

…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

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